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The last few weeks have shown me that I am a snackaholic. For whatever reason, I just snack and snack and snack. My favorite item of choice: Just about anything with grease (yummy!). I've been having a great deal of issues because I just want to snack. Right now for instance, I want to go pop of healthy popcorn, but I'm really not hungry. Hmm . . .

Sitting here watching the remake of Friday the 13th and trying to figure out this revelation. In Women, Food and God, Roth talks about "us" being obsessed with food. She states that, deep down, we eat for some deeper meaning in an attempt to not deal with it. At some level, I agree. In my case, I realized I was bored. Yeah, I enjoy the crap I'm watching, but I just eat. Digging into this, I think it started out as boredom, watching movies at the theater, and eating meals while in front of the TV. For me I think it has become a force of habit. At the moment, my brain (?)/ingrained habits are telling me that I need to snack. RIGHT NOW!!! But when I stop and listen to my body, I'm not hungry. Eating the same amount as dinner last night, I felt stuffed! It was only one patty of the meatloaf rounds, but it felt as though I ate a freaking feast! I even decided to try Pepsi Max, but it took forever to drink it due to my fullness level.

I found drink water, but I'm too full to even do that! This is insane!

Do any of your guys have this problem? How do you deal with it?

"I'm tired of eating leftovers. I want to go out to eat." Said husband.

I should just stay home and eat my leftovers, but I don't want to. It won't kill me to head out for lunch . . .? Leftovers are on the menu for dinner, so . . . Is it so terrible?

For heaven's sake, I feel so guilty!!